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And It Seems Everlasting.
Written on: Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time: 8:00 AM
At the very end, everything came to an end. Its all over. Why does good things always comes to an end? I will definitely be the one, lingering on. I know I will be the failure. The one that ends up in the loser-list. I know I will be the one, that couldn't move on.
You'll always be a part of me. I hope you're happy and having fun. As long as you're happy, I will. I will never forget back in those days when you were so so so in love with me. You would do ANYTHING just to see me smile and laugh. You would do ANYTHING just to fix this relationship. You hated to see me cry and getting hurt. No matter what I did, you will still hug me and told me not to cry and that you'll always be there for me. Once, you told me, "If a man truly loves a girl. If he is in love with a girl, he would NEVER stop bothering and disturbing her. He would call and text her 24/7. But, if a man doesn't really care or disturb the girl after they broke up, it truly means he is no longer interested in her." . Our first break up, you didn't chase me back. You didn't do your best. This time is our second break up, its still the same. I guess I should open up my eyes and really look at things. The fact is, you're no longer interested.
I know I'm not the best. Neither am I perfect. But, the say imperfections are the most beautiful thing in love. I guess not.
I know I know, I'm pathetic. Listening to all the break-up songs, writing all these break-up post. Like it will make me feel better. No. It actually satiesfied my craves and it actually hurts me. I'm crying right now. I feel dumb, used, useless, lifeless and well, DUMB.
I don't regret being with you. Perhaps, some day we'll get back together. I don't know.
All I know is, it takes more than ONE message and FIVE calls to prove to a girl that you truly loves her. If thats the BEST you can do, then, I understand, I'm not your book. I'm just a chapter.
Here am I, being so pathetic, refusing to go out, refusing to meet new people and see new things. But getting all sappy and depress infront of the computer. But I know, I will stand up again. I will find the old me, just not exactly the old me.
I wish you the best in life, Teuku Emiraldi. I pray and hope, you can find a girl that can satiesfied and tolerate and understand you. A girl that is NOTHING like me. But, I want you to remember ONE thing.. NO other girl can and will love you, like how I love you. Thats all.
Tuning into -
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
David Cook - Always Be My Baby
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Rihanna ft Ne-yo - Hate That I Love You
Colbie Caillat - The Little Things
Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You
David Archuleta - A Little Not Over You
Teddy Geiger - Air Dry
Lindsay Lohan - Over
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You
Katy Perry - Thinking Of You
Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me
I know, pathethic much? I know I can't move on. Its difficult. Its so difficult..
Thanks Yasmin, for being there for me. Love you.
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And It Seems Everlasting.
Written on: Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time: 8:00 AM
At the very end, everything came to an end. Its all over. Why does good things always comes to an end? I will definitely be the one, lingering on. I know I will be the failure. The one that ends up in the loser-list. I know I will be the one, that couldn't move on.
You'll always be a part of me. I hope you're happy and having fun. As long as you're happy, I will. I will never forget back in those days when you were so so so in love with me. You would do ANYTHING just to see me smile and laugh. You would do ANYTHING just to fix this relationship. You hated to see me cry and getting hurt. No matter what I did, you will still hug me and told me not to cry and that you'll always be there for me. Once, you told me, "If a man truly loves a girl. If he is in love with a girl, he would NEVER stop bothering and disturbing her. He would call and text her 24/7. But, if a man doesn't really care or disturb the girl after they broke up, it truly means he is no longer interested in her." . Our first break up, you didn't chase me back. You didn't do your best. This time is our second break up, its still the same. I guess I should open up my eyes and really look at things. The fact is, you're no longer interested.
I know I'm not the best. Neither am I perfect. But, the say imperfections are the most beautiful thing in love. I guess not.
I know I know, I'm pathetic. Listening to all the break-up songs, writing all these break-up post. Like it will make me feel better. No. It actually satiesfied my craves and it actually hurts me. I'm crying right now. I feel dumb, used, useless, lifeless and well, DUMB.
I don't regret being with you. Perhaps, some day we'll get back together. I don't know.
All I know is, it takes more than ONE message and FIVE calls to prove to a girl that you truly loves her. If thats the BEST you can do, then, I understand, I'm not your book. I'm just a chapter.
Here am I, being so pathetic, refusing to go out, refusing to meet new people and see new things. But getting all sappy and depress infront of the computer. But I know, I will stand up again. I will find the old me, just not exactly the old me.
I wish you the best in life, Teuku Emiraldi. I pray and hope, you can find a girl that can satiesfied and tolerate and understand you. A girl that is NOTHING like me. But, I want you to remember ONE thing.. NO other girl can and will love you, like how I love you. Thats all.
Tuning into -
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
David Cook - Always Be My Baby
Taylor Swift - Love Story
Rihanna ft Ne-yo - Hate That I Love You
Colbie Caillat - The Little Things
Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You
David Archuleta - A Little Not Over You
Teddy Geiger - Air Dry
Lindsay Lohan - Over
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You
Katy Perry - Thinking Of You
Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me
I know, pathethic much? I know I can't move on. Its difficult. Its so difficult..
Thanks Yasmin, for being there for me. Love you.
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
I ♥ Emiraldi
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