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Big Girls Don't Cry
Written on: Friday, June 26, 2009
Time: 9:49 AM
I wish things were as normal as back then. Sigh. We were both so happy and enjoying each others company. But now, everything is the opposite. I don't know what went wrong.. My only hope and wish is, things will return like how it used to be.
When one party doesn't bother, things will slowly fall. And both of us are watching it fall.
I'm still waiting for the sms. I'm still waiting for the call. I waited for you, SEVEN hours. And you told me, there wasn't any break YET. I guess thats how you lied just so you can ignore and avoide me for a little while. I guess you pretended not to see me, standing near the escalator, right beside the escalator where you came up today, and just walk past me. While I stood there for quite long.
I guess we're no longer playing in the same field anymore. Perhaps, I should just be like you. Sit still, couldn't be bother and go with the flow. Perhaps, I should take a step back, just like you. And spare you as many space as you need. You're no longer caring and clingy like how you used to be. Perhaps, I should just be like that.
Yes, I'm filled with anger. Anger that consist of sadness. I don't know what to do. Perhaps, I should just keep doing what I'm doing; working at Miss Selfridge. Going out alone more to shop and give myself some space.
You don't have to ignore and avoide me by doing all those. Really. :(. Because, I'm taking a step back. And by that means, it doesn't mean im breaking up. Nothing like that. Neither am I going out with someone else. I'm just taking a step back, doing things I want to do, without involving any males and I don't want to cause any misunderstanding feelings between me and other males. I'm not interested in anyone except my boyfriend. I'm just taking a step back, doing things I want and love to do, understand myself more, spend more time with my friends and family, going shopping alone and spend more time with my girls.
So really. You don't have to do any of what you're doing right now, just to ignore and avoide me. I'm taking a step back. Don't worry. If it falls, I'll try my very best to mend it. Just remember, one person couldn't row a big boat. It's always nicer to have 2 people to row it. But, even if I tried to mend it, and you couldn't or chose not to see or accept that I'm mending, then thats okay. If you want this to end, I'll respect ur decision and will still be loving you.
Labels: anger, depression, feelings, heartache
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Big Girls Don't Cry
Written on: Friday, June 26, 2009
Time: 9:49 AM
I wish things were as normal as back then. Sigh. We were both so happy and enjoying each others company. But now, everything is the opposite. I don't know what went wrong.. My only hope and wish is, things will return like how it used to be.
When one party doesn't bother, things will slowly fall. And both of us are watching it fall.
I'm still waiting for the sms. I'm still waiting for the call. I waited for you, SEVEN hours. And you told me, there wasn't any break YET. I guess thats how you lied just so you can ignore and avoide me for a little while. I guess you pretended not to see me, standing near the escalator, right beside the escalator where you came up today, and just walk past me. While I stood there for quite long.
I guess we're no longer playing in the same field anymore. Perhaps, I should just be like you. Sit still, couldn't be bother and go with the flow. Perhaps, I should take a step back, just like you. And spare you as many space as you need. You're no longer caring and clingy like how you used to be. Perhaps, I should just be like that.
Yes, I'm filled with anger. Anger that consist of sadness. I don't know what to do. Perhaps, I should just keep doing what I'm doing; working at Miss Selfridge. Going out alone more to shop and give myself some space.
You don't have to ignore and avoide me by doing all those. Really. :(. Because, I'm taking a step back. And by that means, it doesn't mean im breaking up. Nothing like that. Neither am I going out with someone else. I'm just taking a step back, doing things I want to do, without involving any males and I don't want to cause any misunderstanding feelings between me and other males. I'm not interested in anyone except my boyfriend. I'm just taking a step back, doing things I want and love to do, understand myself more, spend more time with my friends and family, going shopping alone and spend more time with my girls.
So really. You don't have to do any of what you're doing right now, just to ignore and avoide me. I'm taking a step back. Don't worry. If it falls, I'll try my very best to mend it. Just remember, one person couldn't row a big boat. It's always nicer to have 2 people to row it. But, even if I tried to mend it, and you couldn't or chose not to see or accept that I'm mending, then thats okay. If you want this to end, I'll respect ur decision and will still be loving you.
Labels: anger, depression, feelings, heartache
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
I ♥ Emiraldi
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