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Written on: Saturday, April 18, 2009
Time: 7:24 AM
Hey yo! :D
Seriously, this blog is soooooooo dead. I barely have time to update. But I'm more to lazy. Went Hello Bali last night with KP, Shaun and Zhen Bon. Bon became more chubster. Haha. Barely drank. Well, if you call that drinking, then I'm speechless. Met Lexie there, we talked, and danced. Was quite fun. I had fun dancing with her. Then, went to ss15 for one round of foosball. Ahh, favourite :D. Then, we went to Tanjung for supper. Bumped in my biological-never-lookalike brother. Omg, i was super thirsty and hungry. Tried shisha a little bit. It was okayyy. Not really nice. Hmph. Okayy, lets MOS again next week. And party right after finals. Can't wait! :)
Seriously, Love is the last thing I want to talk about. Everything is so complicated. I don't think it'll ever work out. Every night, I cried myself to bed, and I have to wipe it on my own and cheer myself up. I don't think I can do this anymore. Just, this time, I'm so emotionally tired and I'm really upset. Things may look perfect for me, but seriously, I'm letting it all out. I'm not happy. This year, 2009, I was never happy. Even during New Years Eve. It was quite bad, we argued. It saddens me, that this Lovemagicthingy doesn't work on me. I see love birds walking up and down in college, & I tend to get envy. At times, I cried silently, while sitting next to my friends. Even IF this is over, I don't think I'll ever want to get involve in a relationship again. Because I still love him. And, definitely, it will be unfair to me, and my future boyf. This is tiring. I'm not happy anymore. No, WE are not happy anymore. Can't my life be ANY normal? Sigh.
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Written on: Saturday, April 18, 2009
Time: 7:24 AM
Hey yo! :D
Seriously, this blog is soooooooo dead. I barely have time to update. But I'm more to lazy. Went Hello Bali last night with KP, Shaun and Zhen Bon. Bon became more chubster. Haha. Barely drank. Well, if you call that drinking, then I'm speechless. Met Lexie there, we talked, and danced. Was quite fun. I had fun dancing with her. Then, went to ss15 for one round of foosball. Ahh, favourite :D. Then, we went to Tanjung for supper. Bumped in my biological-never-lookalike brother. Omg, i was super thirsty and hungry. Tried shisha a little bit. It was okayyy. Not really nice. Hmph. Okayy, lets MOS again next week. And party right after finals. Can't wait! :)
Seriously, Love is the last thing I want to talk about. Everything is so complicated. I don't think it'll ever work out. Every night, I cried myself to bed, and I have to wipe it on my own and cheer myself up. I don't think I can do this anymore. Just, this time, I'm so emotionally tired and I'm really upset. Things may look perfect for me, but seriously, I'm letting it all out. I'm not happy. This year, 2009, I was never happy. Even during New Years Eve. It was quite bad, we argued. It saddens me, that this Lovemagicthingy doesn't work on me. I see love birds walking up and down in college, & I tend to get envy. At times, I cried silently, while sitting next to my friends. Even IF this is over, I don't think I'll ever want to get involve in a relationship again. Because I still love him. And, definitely, it will be unfair to me, and my future boyf. This is tiring. I'm not happy anymore. No, WE are not happy anymore. Can't my life be ANY normal? Sigh.
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
I ♥ Emiraldi
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