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Written on: Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time: 10:58 AM
This is where I can express my feelings and emotions without saying to people on their face. No, I'm not a 2-face bitch. Cause, everytime I try to talk things with him, we end up argueing. Then, we'll play this silly "game", call, 'pointing-fingers-at-each-other".
How do you expect me to react when someone treats you good in a day or two, then the next day, he just don't text you much or call you much. I understand this thing call PRIVACY. I tried having my own privacy, but it fail miserably, because we both don't agree on this thing call PRIVACY. So, tell me. HOW should I react?
When one day, he could be the sweetest guy on earth, the bestest boyf you'll ever dream for, the most perfect one that you would never ever wanted to let him go. He'll call you out of nowhere, misscall you a gazillion times to reply him, keep sending you funny, cute and sweet messages and sending you mushy texts.
Then the next day, he barely gives you any calls, misscalls or texts or even reply you very very late. MIND YOU, very late. Tell me about it.
Definitely, I feel confuse. I absolutely feel lost and used at some point. And also, mind you, I actually feel insecure. At times, I wonder, "what the hell are you still doing here, Ashley Wong?! He doesn't neeed you anymore like how he used to, idiot!". Then, he would be the most wonderful guy you'll ever want, I'll change my mind, "ahh gees, I'm just thinking too much. He loves me. How dumb can I be?"
But, I start to realize, things are changing. Things are different now. So, what am i suppose to do? :(
Today was a total dissapointment. Barely any replies. Barely any misscalls. Barely any calls. No, wait, he barely calls me nowadays. It just makes me feel so different. :'(.
I waited for him to come online for 2 and a half hours. He kept ending my calls and send me ONE msg, telling me to wait.. But, he wll definitely go online, whenever his friends ask for a game match. Because, that was what he did, before I asked him to come online with me. :(
I know this is a stupid thing to whine about. But, it is different. You guys can't judge it, unless you were with us for 1 year and 8 months. :(.
& again, yes, I do feel insecure for the first time and I guess I could feel something fishy going around here.
I'm going off to bed. I just wish, things would be like how it used to be :(
Still love you very much. G'night!
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Back To Basics
Written on: Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time: 10:58 AM
This is where I can express my feelings and emotions without saying to people on their face. No, I'm not a 2-face bitch. Cause, everytime I try to talk things with him, we end up argueing. Then, we'll play this silly "game", call, 'pointing-fingers-at-each-other".
How do you expect me to react when someone treats you good in a day or two, then the next day, he just don't text you much or call you much. I understand this thing call PRIVACY. I tried having my own privacy, but it fail miserably, because we both don't agree on this thing call PRIVACY. So, tell me. HOW should I react?
When one day, he could be the sweetest guy on earth, the bestest boyf you'll ever dream for, the most perfect one that you would never ever wanted to let him go. He'll call you out of nowhere, misscall you a gazillion times to reply him, keep sending you funny, cute and sweet messages and sending you mushy texts.
Then the next day, he barely gives you any calls, misscalls or texts or even reply you very very late. MIND YOU, very late. Tell me about it.
Definitely, I feel confuse. I absolutely feel lost and used at some point. And also, mind you, I actually feel insecure. At times, I wonder, "what the hell are you still doing here, Ashley Wong?! He doesn't neeed you anymore like how he used to, idiot!". Then, he would be the most wonderful guy you'll ever want, I'll change my mind, "ahh gees, I'm just thinking too much. He loves me. How dumb can I be?"
But, I start to realize, things are changing. Things are different now. So, what am i suppose to do? :(
Today was a total dissapointment. Barely any replies. Barely any misscalls. Barely any calls. No, wait, he barely calls me nowadays. It just makes me feel so different. :'(.
I waited for him to come online for 2 and a half hours. He kept ending my calls and send me ONE msg, telling me to wait.. But, he wll definitely go online, whenever his friends ask for a game match. Because, that was what he did, before I asked him to come online with me. :(
I know this is a stupid thing to whine about. But, it is different. You guys can't judge it, unless you were with us for 1 year and 8 months. :(.
& again, yes, I do feel insecure for the first time and I guess I could feel something fishy going around here.
I'm going off to bed. I just wish, things would be like how it used to be :(
Still love you very much. G'night!
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
I ♥ Emiraldi
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