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Written on: Saturday, February 28, 2009
Time: 5:46 PM
You no longer call me back like how you used to. Even after what you're doing, you'll text me and call me like crazy. You no longer reply my text messages. Even after the important question I asked you earliar in the morning, you didn't reply me. Nor did you reply the message I send you on Myspace.
It struck me. It hurts. Hurts knowing you probably got over me already. The way you got over your exes.
No matter how many tears I cried, how i make myself miserable and depressed, you won't wait for me. :'(
Like you told me, you will wait. no matter what comes along. no matter what happened, you WILL wait for me.
You WILL disturb me and send me tons of msgs, call me to let me know, you're still in love me.
Because YOU told ME, "if a person, who barely talks to you after the break-up, it is because his feelings for you has faded. It is because he is not in love with you anymore."
I remembered those word. You told me on your birthday night. :'(. Right now, you're not replying my text messages or any messages I send to you. You didn't call me back anymore. You're not looking for me anymore.
Then I understand. I understand, that no guys in this world, will wait for the girl they used to loved and cared. I came to a spot where I realize, this is it. This is the end of our relationship. You won't want to come back to my life anymore. You don't want want US back already.
I will move on. Move on without any man at the moment. Because, I'm getting sick and tired of everything. Those words and lies :'(. I can't take this anymore. Writing this makes me cry even more and harder. Thinking of those promising words back then and it is not happenning right now makes me so sad. I'm just so lost.
I wanted to wait for you. I really really do. But after those coldfeet you're giving me. I got the message from you. You no longer want me to disturb your life anymore :'(. So, I understand you. You can't take it. Me neither. But now, after all these, I come to a point, I don't think I can wait. I tried my best. I send you text msgs, send you msgs, asking you to come online to talk, calling you. But you don't seem to care about them anymore. You're not replying any of them.
I don't know how to put into words, how sad and fucked up I'm feeling.
I just don't know exactly what I did wrong. I did not ask for this. All i want was for you to prove that you love me. Wait for me. Till everything is back to normal and cooled down, we can be like old times. But, things are changing. In just a day!
Perhaps, one day, seeing you with another girl other than me, will definitely makes me much more sad. Because I never wanted to lose you.
But, i hope you'll get the right one and treat her well. Hope there will be no problem and mistakes. You're a good man and a great boyfriend.
May the best in life you will have. I will wish you joy in the future.
If you're reading this, please don't feel bad and sorry for moving on.
Or getting over me.
No, I'm not angry. Perhaps, I don't know how i put into words how deeply hurt I am.
Just forget those promises and words you made to me,
but always, ALWAYS cherish and remember those days we had in our 1 year, 6 months & 15 days. PLEASE don't throw it all away. I love you. I always have. And I still do.
There is always a difference when it comes to your boyfriend who then became your ex-boyfriend in just one day.
It hurts me. Coz' it seems that you no longer care or be bother about me. :'(
I'm only waiting of the day that I will stop crying when I think about you.
Because it really hurt me.
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You.
Written on: Saturday, February 28, 2009
Time: 5:46 PM
You no longer call me back like how you used to. Even after what you're doing, you'll text me and call me like crazy. You no longer reply my text messages. Even after the important question I asked you earliar in the morning, you didn't reply me. Nor did you reply the message I send you on Myspace.
It struck me. It hurts. Hurts knowing you probably got over me already. The way you got over your exes.
No matter how many tears I cried, how i make myself miserable and depressed, you won't wait for me. :'(
Like you told me, you will wait. no matter what comes along. no matter what happened, you WILL wait for me.
You WILL disturb me and send me tons of msgs, call me to let me know, you're still in love me.
Because YOU told ME, "if a person, who barely talks to you after the break-up, it is because his feelings for you has faded. It is because he is not in love with you anymore."
I remembered those word. You told me on your birthday night. :'(. Right now, you're not replying my text messages or any messages I send to you. You didn't call me back anymore. You're not looking for me anymore.
Then I understand. I understand, that no guys in this world, will wait for the girl they used to loved and cared. I came to a spot where I realize, this is it. This is the end of our relationship. You won't want to come back to my life anymore. You don't want want US back already.
I will move on. Move on without any man at the moment. Because, I'm getting sick and tired of everything. Those words and lies :'(. I can't take this anymore. Writing this makes me cry even more and harder. Thinking of those promising words back then and it is not happenning right now makes me so sad. I'm just so lost.
I wanted to wait for you. I really really do. But after those coldfeet you're giving me. I got the message from you. You no longer want me to disturb your life anymore :'(. So, I understand you. You can't take it. Me neither. But now, after all these, I come to a point, I don't think I can wait. I tried my best. I send you text msgs, send you msgs, asking you to come online to talk, calling you. But you don't seem to care about them anymore. You're not replying any of them.
I don't know how to put into words, how sad and fucked up I'm feeling.
I just don't know exactly what I did wrong. I did not ask for this. All i want was for you to prove that you love me. Wait for me. Till everything is back to normal and cooled down, we can be like old times. But, things are changing. In just a day!
Perhaps, one day, seeing you with another girl other than me, will definitely makes me much more sad. Because I never wanted to lose you.
But, i hope you'll get the right one and treat her well. Hope there will be no problem and mistakes. You're a good man and a great boyfriend.
May the best in life you will have. I will wish you joy in the future.
If you're reading this, please don't feel bad and sorry for moving on.
Or getting over me.
No, I'm not angry. Perhaps, I don't know how i put into words how deeply hurt I am.
Just forget those promises and words you made to me,
but always, ALWAYS cherish and remember those days we had in our 1 year, 6 months & 15 days. PLEASE don't throw it all away. I love you. I always have. And I still do.
There is always a difference when it comes to your boyfriend who then became your ex-boyfriend in just one day.
It hurts me. Coz' it seems that you no longer care or be bother about me. :'(
I'm only waiting of the day that I will stop crying when I think about you.
Because it really hurt me.
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
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