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A Different Love
Written on: Friday, February 27, 2009
Time: 9:39 PM
Perhaps seperating will be better for us. :(
Like you told me, you belive in fate. I do too. I really do. If in the next future, if fate bring us together, who knows? Miracle happens.
Just so you people know, I'm single. Who dumped who? Thats not a question. No, we both did not agree with it. We have to seperate because of my parents. I will not badmouth my family, though I know they love me and wants to protect me. Also, they only want whats the best for their ONLY daughter.
I love you, Emiraldi. I still do. Very very much. I'm so lost. I don't know what life is going to be like without your presence. It sucks that things end up this way. But, both of us expected it. I just can't seem to move on. I don't know how. All this while, you were there for me. Physically and mentally. Now that you're gone. Now that the US is gone, I don't know what to do.
No, I'm not weak. I'm not. For those who have to seperate with their loved ones by force, you'll know what I'm talking about. Loving someone but you can't be with them. Thinking of you and our memories makes me cry everytime.
I'm not going to force you to wait for me. Coz' i don't want you to suffer and cry. Waiting for a girl who is no longer yours and feeling insecure about what is going to happen in the future. I'm not that cruel. :'(. But, I hope in that heart of yours, you'll still wait for me. Because I will wait for you.
Those things we have done. I have never regret a single bit being with you. I love you. You're the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I will miss you and love you. :(
Also, I won't replace you with any other man out there. Because, you'll always have a space in my heart. I can promise you that.
I'm sorry things end up like this. We didn't want it. I really cherish this 1 year and 6 months. :(
Don't you realize, 2 more weeks to our 1 year and 7 months. I love all the things you've done for me. Being with you, makes me much more happier. Even if we're argueing, it makes me feel sad but at the mean time, knowing you'll be there for me, I feel great.
Definitely, I'll miss you cuddles, kisses and hugs. A day without texting you makes me feel weird and lost. Every night without talking on the phone with you, makes me miss you more and more. Without seeing you, makes me so lost. It makes me cry writing this post.
Making me smile, cry, laugh, sad, happy. I love it. I will miss cuddling with you and argueing with you. Being with you, things fit so well like a jiqsaw puzzle. Now that you're gone, I feel so lost. Completely lost :(
Remember, we planned to go Port Dickson for a short trip. We didn't have a chance to. :(. Also, going to the mall and shop after my mid-terms. We didn't make it. I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you. Sorry if I've hurt you and made you cry. Sorry at times, my tantrums made you insane. Also, sorry that at times, I utter the words "I'm done" to you. I didn't mean to. I really didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I hope and wish we really didn't come from 2 different worlds. You changed my life and the way I see things. Thank you for everything. For loving, caring and protecting me. In every single way and time. Thanks. You will always be the one I truly ever love and my baby. I won't stop loving you. You changed me and show me what love is.
I love you. I will miss you.
Please take care.
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I will cherish those things we did and those days we went through.
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A Different Love
Written on: Friday, February 27, 2009
Time: 9:39 PM
Perhaps seperating will be better for us. :(
Like you told me, you belive in fate. I do too. I really do. If in the next future, if fate bring us together, who knows? Miracle happens.
Just so you people know, I'm single. Who dumped who? Thats not a question. No, we both did not agree with it. We have to seperate because of my parents. I will not badmouth my family, though I know they love me and wants to protect me. Also, they only want whats the best for their ONLY daughter.
I love you, Emiraldi. I still do. Very very much. I'm so lost. I don't know what life is going to be like without your presence. It sucks that things end up this way. But, both of us expected it. I just can't seem to move on. I don't know how. All this while, you were there for me. Physically and mentally. Now that you're gone. Now that the US is gone, I don't know what to do.
No, I'm not weak. I'm not. For those who have to seperate with their loved ones by force, you'll know what I'm talking about. Loving someone but you can't be with them. Thinking of you and our memories makes me cry everytime.
I'm not going to force you to wait for me. Coz' i don't want you to suffer and cry. Waiting for a girl who is no longer yours and feeling insecure about what is going to happen in the future. I'm not that cruel. :'(. But, I hope in that heart of yours, you'll still wait for me. Because I will wait for you.
Those things we have done. I have never regret a single bit being with you. I love you. You're the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I will miss you and love you. :(
Also, I won't replace you with any other man out there. Because, you'll always have a space in my heart. I can promise you that.
I'm sorry things end up like this. We didn't want it. I really cherish this 1 year and 6 months. :(
Don't you realize, 2 more weeks to our 1 year and 7 months. I love all the things you've done for me. Being with you, makes me much more happier. Even if we're argueing, it makes me feel sad but at the mean time, knowing you'll be there for me, I feel great.
Definitely, I'll miss you cuddles, kisses and hugs. A day without texting you makes me feel weird and lost. Every night without talking on the phone with you, makes me miss you more and more. Without seeing you, makes me so lost. It makes me cry writing this post.
Making me smile, cry, laugh, sad, happy. I love it. I will miss cuddling with you and argueing with you. Being with you, things fit so well like a jiqsaw puzzle. Now that you're gone, I feel so lost. Completely lost :(
Remember, we planned to go Port Dickson for a short trip. We didn't have a chance to. :(. Also, going to the mall and shop after my mid-terms. We didn't make it. I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you. Sorry if I've hurt you and made you cry. Sorry at times, my tantrums made you insane. Also, sorry that at times, I utter the words "I'm done" to you. I didn't mean to. I really didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I hope and wish we really didn't come from 2 different worlds. You changed my life and the way I see things. Thank you for everything. For loving, caring and protecting me. In every single way and time. Thanks. You will always be the one I truly ever love and my baby. I won't stop loving you. You changed me and show me what love is.
I love you. I will miss you.
Please take care.
[edit]
I will cherish those things we did and those days we went through.
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Ashley is the name. Short for Ash. Currently doing Communication at Taylors College. At times, I'm a very dramatic person.
I'm known as a tantrum-thrower with mood swings. Its bad, but, this is me.
I love fashion, but I do not claim myself as a fashionista. I love shopping, but I don't think I'm as extreme as a shoppaholic.
Basically, I will go nuts and gaga over shoes that make me go horny and lick my lips. No, I'm not materialistic, but I do love branded-goods. Like, which girl doesn't?
Not to mention..
I ♥ Emiraldi
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